i feel damn guilty.

my results for MYEs were horrible, and i really don’t want to see the same horrible results for prelims AND o levels.

so now i have to excercise my self-control and studying. NAO!

no facebook, no msn, no twitter, no naturallynat forum, no blog visiting, no blogging!

but all for my own good.

so bye, and make sure you do well.

it’s  a little late to start, but never too late.

Should I play:

1. Alligator Crawl?

2. The Man I Love? (it’s supposed to be in piano)

3. Retrato de Alfredo Gobbi?

HELP ME CHOOSE. I LOVE ALLIGATOR CRAWL, BUT MY PIANO TEACHER ADVISED ME NOT TO PLAY COS THERE IS ONE NOTE THAT I HAVE TO STRETCH MY FINGERS MORE THAN AN OCTAVE. AND SHE SAYS THAT IT’S HARD. SO IF ALLIGATOR CRAWL IS YOUR FIRST CHOICE, TELL ME OKAY?

Thank you.

I thought that he could not win, not because I thought because he was bad, but because everyone seems to like Adam.

I’ve never really watched American Idol Season 8, and I really agree with what Paula Abdul says. He really has the ability to create an intimate bond with the audience.

Ed Westwick

I hated him for being such a jerk. But he’s just so cute!

His seductive smile, his British accent, his band! Oh my gosh, love the way he sings, so cool!

I think that he should replace Robert Pattisson  in Twilight. Bet Twilight will be such a hit.

Now don’t tell me that I have bad taste, you just have not watched the later part of Gossip Girl yet.

I planned to skip the night before, but if I did not have my menstrual cramps, I would have been stupid enough to go to school.

Well, it’s a good thing I didn’t go, as so many people complained that it was a waste of time.

And I’m so damn angry with my school okay. They did not even tell us that we need to pay for the damn Career Quest course! The teachers only told us that it was compulsory to come to school today, but they didn’t tell us that we needed to pay! What the hell right?!

I don’t care we have to pay a big or small amount of money, but the point is, they didn’t tell us! So irresponsible, so disorganised. I’m not going to dress up for Career Day, if we are going to have one this year. What is the school planning to do? Playing dress-up games? We are too old for that. We know how to dress for job interviews. We are smart enough to know that we will not dress skimpily, or underdress.

I think some teachers should go for Career Day instead, because they don’t know how to dress.

Okay, back to the point. I’m so nervous for school on Monday. Firstly, I know a lot of people will skip school today. Secondly, I know Mr L will not let us run away scott-free. He will tell us to give MCs instead of parent’s letters. And if I said that I have no MC, he will really think that I skipped school , which I really did not (I skipped school so many times last year).

Oh gosh, help me. If only school is like work, we can attend whenever it is neccessary. With this implementation, we will have more time to study, and we will do well for exams!

You don’t have to have money,
To make it in this world.
You don’t have to be skinny baby,
If you wanna be my girl.
Oh you just gotta be happy,
But sometimes that’s hard.

Just remember to smile smile smile
And that’s a good enough start.

So if you ain’t good looking,
Don’t you let it get you down.
And if you’re love life
ain’t cooking baby,
There’ll be more fish around
Oh you just gotta stay happy,
So put away that frown.

So just remember to smile smile smile,
And turn the world around.

So just remember to smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
C’mon show us your teeth and
what you got underneath

Cause everyones got troubles,
That’s the way the story goes.
You don’t need to use hubble baby
To see what’s underneath your nose.
Oh cause if you’re feeling happy,
That’s the place to let it show.
So just remember to smile smile smile
So everybody knows

And it will make things so much better,
When you’re feeling low.

Just remember to smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
C’mon show us your teeth and
what you got underneath.

Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
C’mon show us your teeth and what you got underneath

Just remember to smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile

C’mon show us you teeth and
what you got underneath
Smile smile smile
You gotta smile smile smile
Just remember to smile smile smile
And turn the world around

Yeah

-Smile, Mcfly

Yay, problem solved. So happy.

I can’t wait for mid years to end! I can get my contacts! YAY!

Well, on a different note, I’ve switched mode now. To sentimental. I really miss guitar. Just now when I was looking through the photos in my phone, it really brought back all the good memories. It made me cry. Haha, okay, I’m very slow.

Okay, anyway, good luck for mid years! Don’t think about screwing up. Cos this is a stepping STONE (not tile, Fion:D), and keep in mind that success comes when you learn from your failures. Hang in there!

I have to taste my own medicine. I’ve been taking my mother for granted.

She has been tolerating the things that I did to her, didn’t want to fight back.

I feel like a damn big bully. My mum carried me for 9 months just to bear a rotten child?

I don’t want to make her feel sad. I have to be filial.

Well, on a different note, this week is so depressing. Family matters+mid year exams=tears that can fill the ocean.

If you see me with swollen eyes one day, it’s because the amount of ‘sorrys’ that I say to my mum won’t help me anymore. Just the silent treatment. I hate it man.

I still talk to her, but I can’t tell her my damn problems in school.

Gosh, Qing Hui, don’t cry. Be strong.